tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1244037207010733552.post98877641011665327..comments2016-02-24T11:58:42.235-05:00Comments on Searching... for Jewlz: Not sure whyJewlz280http://www.blogger.com/profile/15500170070429611413noreply@blogger.comBlogger1125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-1244037207010733552.post-38676872231117746982014-03-13T23:35:07.702-04:002014-03-13T23:35:07.702-04:00I finally had to stop tracking my calories with My...I finally had to stop tracking my calories with MyFitnessPal. It makes me shit city insane, and there's no getting around it. I was still tracking my workouts for a while, but I think I might nix that too. I just get too damn crazy. I wish I could track, and not lose my damn mind about it, but that isn't my reality. I also put the scale in the outer hallway, because I think I'm going to throw it away. For good. I know what my healthy weight is, because I was there for years. I know what it looks like, and what it feels like.<br />I'm going to the gym regularly, doing raw smoothies, upping my veggie intake, and getting acupuncture. I'm on track. I feel great. I don't lose what MyFitnessPal says that I should lose though, and it makes me feel really shitty. It'll be in a good mood, and suddenly want to curl up in a ball and sob. The more I obsess, the more freak outs I have when I want to throw in the towel and eat twelve cheese burgers. It's not worth it. Such a bummer though, because with all the fancy phone apps it should all be so easy!!<br /><br />Anyway, now I am rambling. I think the way you handle your fitness makes more sense than the way most women try to handle weight loss. People lose it and gain it, over and over the same twenty pounds. It's nuts. I lose, but it is agonizingly slow, so it's best not to even pay attention.Anonymoushttps://www.blogger.com/profile/00924024976077811592noreply@blogger.com