Late

I'm posting late tonight because today was a busy day and I just never got around to it.  And now, I'm waiting for my parents to call to tell me they made it home ok.  When did I turn into the worrier?  Oh yeah, the moment I grew up!  LOL

Yesterday ended up being a busy day, too.  I did, indeed go to the store and spent a small fortune.  I guess that's what happens when you've been out of town -- you run out of lots of food!  Not to mention, I got several good deals on meat.  And I swear, I found others but I just couldn't get it all.  Although, now I wish I had!  LOL  On the way home,  youngest fell asleep in his car seat, so I decided to just bring him in in that and let him rest.  I figured he'd only sleep a few minutes.  However, I managed to bring in all the food, put it away, AND package and label all of the meat.  THEN I made lunch for oldest and myself and got to eat that, too!  I was taking my last bite when he woke up.  NEVER thought he'd sleep that long, but glad he did for his and our sakes!  :D

After that, I did some random stuff like budget, bills, and checkbook until the hubbs got home.  When he got here, I went and mowed the front AND back yard.  He moved the truck for me and ran over one of my plants!  DARN MEN!  Hopefully we can save it.  Then I came in, showered, picked up the LR and vacuumed, and a few other things.  I was on a roll!  LOL  AND I think I did ok with what I ate for dinner.  Yummy roasted chicken salad.  The hubbs did a great job making it!  The a whole salad... at least that's what I'm calling it.  He just took a bunch of random veggies like celery, cucumbers, carrots, etc. and chopped them up, tossed them in with some Italian dressing, and VOILA!  It was GOOD!  I may try that again... even with steamed veggies!  :D

Today was also busy!  My parents came up to visit and I ended up taking my Mom shopping.  That was AFTER I cleaned the bathroom and kitchen this AM.  Then I proceeded to vacuum, quickly, once they arrived.  Just the small vacuum, mind you.  But I also took it apart and cleaned IT when I was done!  We hit an antique indoor mall in our area and Target.  I bought only a few random things like a cool canister set for like, $7 and then some b-day gifts for oldest.  We came back and *GASP* partook of some oh so yummy thing crust BBQ pizza.  I only had about 3 small pieces and a large salad.  But still.  I feel somewhat guilty.  I know carb wise it was probably somewhat high.  But also not atrocious.  But I was SO starved at that point!  You see, they lost the order and we ended up waiting around for it for an HOUR!  If it had been the normal time, I don't think I would've freaked out so much.  I was hungry from all that shopping and walking!!!

But like I said, I don't think it was horrid.  Not great, but not horrid and the rest of the day was good!  Especially since all the other food was OP and I got lots of walking in.  I also drank lots of water AND remembered my vitamins!  That's a few days of that now!  WOOT!  Although, I am now in the position of needing to refill some of my vitamins/minerals.  And I noticed the other day that some of my store is starting to get close to being expired!  Not sure what to do about that...

Other than being busy as a rabbit with no legs, I've just been trying to catch up on here and be as supportive as I can.  I've also been reading a few new articles and research.  I know I shouldn't simply because it DOES make me question what I'm doing -- as in, how I'm eating.  But I just keep trying to tell myself my plan isn't necessarily just 'low carb' but eating less processed and un-needed junk.  And most of that tends to be carbs/starch!  I am trying to eat lots of veggies, some fruits, and lean meats while avoiding the other stuff.  Just the 'label' of low carb has always fit me the best.  So, I've always called it that.  But reading the articles and studies just makes me wonder if I am doing the right thing?  Should I maybe keep my protein high but go to a calorie counting approach?  Do I feel like I'm not accomplishing my goals on this plan?  Or am I only questioning because that little part of my brain that wants things YESTERDAY is asking?  Tough call for me!

I do know that I do worry because like, last month I basically started and ended the month the same.  But I have to keep reminding myself that I had 3 weeks that were just... NUTS.  Between vacay and the death of a family member, well, it was just insane.  So, I should be proud for maintaining!  And maintaining to a T!  I didn't gain an ounce!  THAT is something to be proud of.  You know what started this worry?  My stupid ass stepped on the scale this AM and saw 203.  Big poopoo!  That has bugged me ALL day!  I'm like, WHAT????  I mean, I've been GOOD!  Really good since we got back!  I started Tuesday off with a BANG and here I am on Thursday seeing 203?  BS.  Complete and udder BS.  *sigh*  THAT is what is making me look at this differently.  I mean, I'm going into month 6 -- that means I've only lost 16lbs. the last 5mos.!!!  Granted, much better than gaining or staying the same, but still.  That's less than 1lb. a week!  Even minus vacay and family issues!!!

Le sigh.  Maybe it's because it's now late and I am now tired or something.  Not sure which but I DO know that I need to get to bed.  Mom and Dad are safe at home.  Glad they didn't have to sit in the traffic from the wreck too long.  I am now TIRED and have to conquer Mt. Laundry tomorrow.  I may not get it ALL done, but I need to attempt to knock out a big chunk!  So, until tomorrow chicks!