I'm not really sure what to say about this day. I've done some housework and been run ragged on the phone, text, and pute. But other than that, not very productive. I think I've burned up all of my energy! At least I wasn't overwhelmed and panicky today. I am, however, a bit frustrated because I had WANTED to get out and have some time to myself. Especially since my friend is moving soon and I had thought I might go see her. Some part of me wants to do that, the other part of me, not so much. Mostly because in the last couple of years, she has made no effort to see me. I actually like her husband more than her. LOL He's a funny guy and we have the same opinions on lots of things. My hubby actually likes him a lot too. And the wife... I'd like her more if she wasn't so darn flaky! She's a sweet person, just flaky as crap and it drives me NUTS. LOL So, I SHOULD go say goodbye even if she's not made effort in the last year to see me. She didn't even come see me after the baby was born! I guess I should decide since it is after 6.
The scale said 199.5 this AM. I am REALLY hopeful that by Sunday I see 197.? That would be so awesome. 196 even more so, but I don't want to push it! I have decided to keep on LC until the 14th. They have moved my Dad's surgery until then, so I will stay on LC until then. That should work out well with the hubb's schedule since he starts the 7 days off on the 15th. I try to do my long cycles when I can, and well, this will give me a few extra days! I haven't done a LONG set of high carb days since before vacay -- that's when I broke my stall. So, I think this will be a good time. I am going to do a couple of days of moderate, a couple of days of high, then a couple of days of moderate, then back to low, I believe. We'll see when we get a bit closer. But that is the plan for now. And I told hubb's and he is on board. Woot!
I think this will work well! I have also been good about water and vitamins. Happy happy! So, I am trying to stay positive and really hoping for good results. Now if I could just figure out exercise... Guess I need to talk that over with hubb's, too. That's all for today chicks!
I know what you mean about flaky friends; they are good people but darn its hard to decide if you love 'em sometimes! Good luck in your goal for weigh in!
ReplyDeleteI know exactly what kind of friend you are depicting. I have a friend I've known since 5th grade like that. She's such a nice person but SO unreliable.
ReplyDeleteThanks so much for all your posts. It really calmed me down considerably and made me think about the bigger picture. <3<3 Lots of love.
I hope you get a great weigh in Sunday too! You are moving AWAY for the 2-- :) which is wonderful!
Did you go see that friend? I know what you mean about people like that. You care for them but then when you don't get the same effort and support in return, especially around a major life event like having a baby, it's really disappointing. Sigh.
ReplyDeleteI'm putting out good vibes for you for a great weigh-in on Sunday. You're doing so well!!
It made me laugh when you said you liked your friend's husband more than her. I can relate. I bet a lot of us have a friend like that. I think sometimes we are close to a person for a while, and then we drift apart, but try to maintain a half dead friendship. It's all so very meh.
ReplyDeleteOh, and thanks for mentioning vitamins. I forgot to take mine today! (I remembered my B drops and D drops, but not my multi)
No ladies, I did not go. I decided that since she would be the only person there I knew, it was at a bar, and my hubby was exhausted from being up for 30+hrs., I would just stay home. So, I did! I think I'm just getting to that point to where I feel like if you aren't willing to put the effort in for me, well, I'm not obliged to do the same for you. Know what I mean?
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