Motivation?

I have NO motivation today.  I am utterly and completely worn out and I just feel like at any moment, I could drop.  But I know I won't.  I'm just tired and FEEL like I could.  I've been to bed, I've had sleep.  I just feel like yuck from days of running around.  I need to get caught up on housework -- especially laundry and dusting.  But I just have no energy.  Not to mention the projects that I need to work on, too.  I'm having a protein shake with caffeine right now.  Latte.  YUM.  I am hoping that will perk me up.  I even went to bed at a decent time last night and I still don't feel great.  Hopefully I can get the drive up to get a few things done.  This week will probably be very busy, so I need to get caught up.  Especially the laundry.  But I need to get out of this funk.  It seems to be lifting somewhat since I started this.  Mostly because I got little man down, I'm having my protein latte, and oldest went outside and burned off some steam.  Maybe the rest of the day won't be so bad?  UGH.  I hope not.  Like I said, lots to do.

Where to start?  I need to do regular cleaning, a spot of deep cleaning, and a project.  Maybe I should do it in one area?  Hmmm...  Not sure which area to even start in.  LOL  ALL the areas need work!  But I'm already so tired, I don't want to overdo.

Weight is the same.  Not that I expected any different.  After several days of working outside in the heat and doing manual labor, I knew it would be.  Then there was date night Friday night and the wedding shower Sat.  Friday my confessions were 2 glasses of wine, a few bites of yummy, crusty bread, and then a little less than half of a pound cake dessert.  But that was after a lot of walking.  Sat., my confession is one small cupcake at the shower.  Oh, and a few tortilla chips but I didn't have anything else to eat the chili dip with.  And I wanted to eat that since there wasn't too much else I could eat.  LOL  It was good, even if I only had a few chips with it!  LOL  I used them mostly as scoops.  I don't think anyone really noticed.  And the cupcake was worth it -- it was REALLY yummy!  One of the other girls there made them.  And I even got a smaller one.  What was weird was one of the dresses that hadn't fit for a long time fit when I tried it on fit.  So, I wore it!  I know when I bought it I was at least 5lbs. thinner than I am now.  Weird.  The last time I tried it on, it was LITERALLY skin tight.  So, imagine my surprise at it fitting and fitting WELL.  I hope it looked as good as it felt like it did!  I guess we will see when the pictures are posted.

I guess that is all for now.  I can't think of anything else to cover right at the moment with my brain so dang fried.  That is part of the reason I just don't know if doing anything is any good.  Mush brain makes for poor decisions at times.  But, I SHOULD be able to do simple housework at least.  Ok, off I go.  Good day chicks.