Very Tired.

I am VERY tired today.  I think all in all, I got around 3 hours last night and well... that's just not enough.  I'm managing to go on with the day, but I'm slow.  Like, right now it's lunch time and normally I'm done with this by now.  But I just haven't been able to talk myself into doing it!  I did manage to make youngest and I some breakfast, get all the emails cleaned out, and do FB.  But I have yet to do anything else.  Guess it is REALLY good that I was so productive yesterday!  And I was VERY productive!  I scrubbed down the bathroom like no one's business and then gave the kitchen a good clean down, too.  I straightened up youngest's room and then folded up laundry and straightened up the hubb's and I's room and closet.  I had hoped to work on a project today, but I am DARN tired.  I may still try, but if I feel off, I won't.  As far as chores go, only wanted to get some laundry sorted and started today and dusting.  That's about it!  Oh, and put out the rest of the Halloween stuff, which isn't but a few odds and ends.  I wouldn't waste the time except for oldest helped to make some of them, so I want him to get to proudly display his spooky stuff!  :D

Other than that, same ol' same ol'.  I didn't weigh today and I don't know when I will.  Yes, I still want to lose weight, but my hormones have been so out of whack this last month that I don't want to focus on the number right now.  I'll probably do my weigh-in on Sunday just because it's the last one for this month.  But honestly, I'm not sure what the scale will say.  I'm going to do the best I can this week with the Fall activities and whatnot.  I know that we're going to the pumpkin patch one day, Fall party one day, and then of course the actual Halloween stuff like Freaky Friday.  FUN.  Just tons of stuff.  I do want to have fun, but I also don't want to go nuts.  I don't think the party will be a big deal or even Freaky Friday.  The pumpkin patch with it's baked goods and fresh cider is what worries me!  LOL  I'm going to try to make sure I eat before I go and take a snack, but I know what my weakness is and it's fresh made foods.  I'm a southern girl, after all!  So, not sure what that will reflect.

I am a bit down, but it's not about my weight and I'm trying to just get on with life.  It's mostly about my social situation here that I've gone on and on about in previous posts so no need to rehash it now.  The exhaustion weighs on me, too.  So, overall not feeling my normal perky self but there is only so much I am willing to deal with at once and the number right now is not my priority.  I just want to go on doing the best I can and hope that by doing my best, it pays off.  The other things that are out of my control, well, I'm handing them over to God and moving on.

That's all for today ladies.  Sorry I'm not more upbeat.  But not worries -- I'm still pushing on and will continue to update when I can.