That's right -- another post!

So, I'm feeling pretty darn good.  I got a lot of housework caught up, got to relax and play with the kiddos some, AND got in a good workout.  Although, didn't get to play with oldest as much as I could've.  I think he thinks Mom isn't so cool.  LOL  Plus he was mad because I made him clean up all the toys he had left out the last few days.  I just couldn't look at it anymore!  But all in all, a good and productive day.  I really hope that tomorrow will be the same!

I think the reason why I am writing, though, is that I am nervous.  My weigh-in is tomorrow and I am hoping for some sort of loss.  I would love to see 202.5, but I don't think that is realistic.  This AM was 204.5.  Last week, 207.5.  Week before, 204.5.  So, if I am the same or even UP tomorrow, that will be two weeks with no loss and I will be BUMMED.  I was really hoping to see a loss this week.  And now, now I feel nervous about tomorrow.  I almost don't want to weigh just because of my nerves over it.  I am, however, glad that I weigh daily.  If I didn't, I wouldn't notice little trends.  Like, the Japanese food that I had.  At the time, I left that area blank but made a note that my weight was WAY up the next AM (due to sodium, I'm sure).  Well, I decided to go back today and attempt to get numbers for it.  I hate leaving anything blank in my food journal!  I was amazed to see how high the sodium, carbs, and cals were.  It was an eye opener and I can tell you that I will make better choices the next time we eat any Asian food.  I won't lie, I enjoyed what I ate, but it sure bit me in the butt.  And if I don't lose this week, I will know why.

So, now my food journal is caught up except for finishing tonight's.  Which I am about to go do.  The only issue I've been having other than nerves is that I am not eating as much during the day.  Here lately, I seem to be having a HUGE brunch and then not hungry until dinner.  I stop and force myself to eat a snack and I am drinking plenty of water.  But OOPS!  Just realized that I've been forgetting my vitamins AGAIN!  I refilled them and STILL forgot!  URGH.  Got to remember that tomorrow.  Anyways, I've stayed under my carbs and even good on cals, but I am worried that I am eating too much at one setting.  So, I've got to try to work on that.  It's just hard with so much that needs to be done and two young kids running around!

Well, it is after 10:30PM now so I guess I should get off of here, finish my journal and then get ready to head on to bed.  I am hoping to sleep well tonight and be able to get some more things done tomorrow -- like our bedroom.  It's BAD in there but I didn't want to attempt it today.  G'night chicks and I will update tomorrow if I'm not in tears!