So tired.

I am feeling exceptionally tired today.  Not true.  I feel exhausted.  So exhaust6ed that every fiber of my body hurts.  Really.  I don't know what the deal is but I just hurt and 5wish I could go lay down for like, 3 hours.  I feel like if I could, I'd feel much better.  I am seriously thinking of taking a nap when I pick up oldest.  I would take one now except younger will have no part of it.  And I'm afraid if I snooze, he will destroy the house.  I could put him in the playpen, but I hate to do that.  Feels... lazy and wrong.  But I am so tired I can hardly function.  Just typing this little bit is taking all of my energy.  But I have to do something to stay awake that doesn't require much movement.  I am thinking I should chug more water and more coffee.  Water to keep my hydrated and make me need to pee.  Coffee for caffeine and peeing.  LOL  I hate being this tired.  I almost wish I had something to do just so that I would have to get out.  Being out of the house always helps, but I don't really have any errands to do.  I don't even need to go to the store!  LOL  That's a rarity.  I'm sure in the next few days I will need to, but for now I am good.

On a good note, the scale said 192.5 this AM!  Woot!  I saw 192 at first and nearly had a stroke.  But the 192.5 makes more sense.  I am surprised because I did have a cupcake and pizza yesterday.  Granted, I only had half of the cupcake (it was pumpkin and more like a muffin) at breakfast with bacon and my usual fruit salad.  I had another half of the cupcake with coffee for my snack.  The pizza was one square 'slice' and I had that with a salad.  Dinner was home-made stir-fry.  I guess all in all I WAS good and had what I wanted in moderation!  Saying I had pizza and a cupcake sounds bad until you look at the whole picture.  Oh, and I had a banana for a snack, too.  I had indigestion (probably from the pizza!) and the banana really helped!  :D  I'll probably have the last slice of pizza today to finish cleaning out the leftovers from the fridge.  The pickings were slim yesterday.  Some old soup, part of a dry and slightly burnt grilled cheese, some old tuna, a few bites of random shepard's pie, one slice of a canned peach. Usually we eat leftover's pretty well, but this was mostly leftover's of leftovers!  LOL  In other words, most were a few bites from where I had eaten leftover's but couldn't finish.  Sometimes I can put those bites back in there and eat them for snack or throw a bunch of them together for a small lunch.  But these were so random, I had no way to combine them.  Except for the soup and sandwich.  I ate that for a few days and just got burned out.  Shoulda made the hubby take them! LOL  But now other than some beans and a slice of pizza, the fridge is cleaned out.  I will give the beans to oldest tonight.  That means the leftover shelf will be clean!  :D  Now, what to make for dinner for the rest of us???

Feeling a bit more perked up.  Finished my 1st mug of coffee and I'm chugging 12oz. of water right now.  I will get another coffee after that and hopefully that will give me a boost to make it through the majority of the day.  I am also going to wash my hair here in a bit while youngest is having his lunch.  That should perk me up, too.  I know I will probably still start to crash around 5, but by then I am only a couple of hours away from hubby being home.  I guess we will just have to wait and see.

I guess that is all for now.  I need to get up and wash the hair, fold some clothes if I can muster the energy, get oldest from school, etc. and so on.  Later chicks.