Grumpy

I am feeling rather grumpy today and I'm not sure why.  I just don't feel like doing much of anything.  I think yesterday soured me rather well.  BLEH.  I TRIED to have a down day... to relax... because I knew I had a lot to accomplish over this 7day with my hubby.  And then he agreed to work the last day and that cut us down to 6.  Today isn't going well so now we are at 5.  And I just can't let go of the grumps.  The kid's nasty attitudes and incessant whining yesterday just put me in a foul mood.  And the hubby, too, once he got home.  Our whole evening was spend dealing with naughty children, fussing, etc.  By the time we got them down, it was our turn and then baby was up several times.  I'm tired on top of being grouchy and I just don't know how to break this funk.  I've even been up cleaning and doing chores, but not with joy.  Not that I normally clean all that much with joy, but here lately whenever I was doing something I had been feeling accomplished.  Not so with today.  Today it was just a do it mood and no happiness attached that I can feel, yet.  I do feel somewhat good it's done, just not super happy.  I still hope to get a few other things done like another couple of loads of laundry, some dusting, and maybe finish that project.  I don't want to spend all day sitting here feeling grumpy.  The hubb's keeps saying I should get out for a bit, but it is SO hot I have NO idea what he thinks I could do.  I have no shopping to do and only a hand full of errands.  Nothing I really want to get out and do in this heat.  NOTHING.  I don't even WANT to shop since I have nothing to shop for.  Nothing fun anyways.  So, here I sit typing this blog and feeling like a grump.  BLEH.

Thanks ladies for your positive words.  I need them right now.  I am just going to take it easy the next few days and hope that I do indeed reset myself.  I've had an angry tummy today, and I'm not sure what that stems from.  I get it randomly, and I never know what sets it off.  It's not the same feeling as when I was eating the salad or when I had stomach issues a few years back.  It's just annoying!  That isn't helping my frame of mind at all.  But it does make me feel like taking a step back for a few days will be the most helpful.

Well, going to end this depressing post now.  I hope you ladies have a great week.

***UPDATE***

The day is now almost over seeing as how it is after 8.  And I must say, I feel a bit better.  Breakfast was LC toast with butter and sugar free strawberry jelly (just jelly with no added sweeteners -- I LOVE it because there's just fruit in there!) and scrambled eggs with cheese.  Plus a cup of coffee.  Lunch was a big salad and some leftover pizza with a diet coke (that I didn't finish!  I rarely do.  Don't know why...).  Snack was... I guess some chocolate!  LOL  I ate a couple of small pieces and they were good, but I probably should've had a real snack.  Dinner is going to be steak, roasted asparagus, and a baked sweet potato.  Probably won't be a dessert or late snack, but we will see.  And no wine.  Just water and more coffee.

I DID get up and clean my kitchen, pick up around the house, do some more laundry, fold laundry, and then finished the wall and another area for my project.  I am REALLY proud of that!  I ran out of paint, or I would've done more.  But no worries -- I have another gallon of it.  But I'm done for tonight.  So, I'm a bit perked up and more calm?  So, hopefully tomorrow I won't be as grumpy.  I am thinking of getting up and going to the bookstore in the AM.  There are several books I'm wanting, so I wanted to go and get them alone if I could.  And I'll do a couple of errands while out, too.  Then when I get home, we can work on a few more projects.  FUN!  :D  OK, going to go now that dinner is done.  G'night ladies!