I'm starting to think that I am journaling vs. blogging. So, I may just end this blog. I keep thinking I want to move it to something else, but I really think that in the end, I would revert to this. I would keep going back to emotions vs. writing about what I am doing. Am I doing a lot these days? Yes. I'm a different part of my life now. And the ol' blog here has fallen to the way side. I keep thinking of different things I could blog. I keep thinking I can do this. But... I don't know that I can, or that I want to. I don't think that I'm a good writer. So... I think it may be time to just call it an end. Will I stay away? I don't know. I think I will leave this here for a while to decide. I also have realized that I need to somehow print these out to keep. I don't see the point in not printing them. But, I've tried to print them before to no avail. If I can, I'll do that. If not, I will need to retype and print. Then I will self bind to keep. I think I want to get all of my old journals and blogs in line. Because they really have been like my journals.
Is this goodbye? For now. Yes. Maybe forever. I'm not sure. Maybe I'll make a new blog and will really make it have a point and leave out the personal stuff. I'm not sure. If I keep this blog or make a new one, I will need fresh direction. I just don't know right now what I am doing. So, it's time for a break. Maybe for the entire month of December. Maybe at the first of the year, we will see.