I should've known that the minute I accepted the 176 that I would do another weigh-in a couple of days later and see 174! Yes, I'm pleased with that. Beyond pleased! :D I really wasn't expecting it and honestly stepped on several times to just make sure it was the right number. LOL Nothing like a good little surprise like that after the day before being kinda poopy.
On another note, I also improved my bike time tonight from 4.6 in 30 to 5.2. WOOT! I'm pretty happy with that, too. I'm not sure why the biking is hitting the spot right now, but it is. I'm just really enjoying it. Phase, maybe? I'll take it. Anything that's fun is well... more fun.
I guess I had a pretty good day of cleaning and organizing, too. I got more pulled out, sorted, and put back today. I went through a few things that have just been piling up. I got my craft closet started. And I purged out a few more things and found things that I needed to sell or donate. All in all, pretty darn good. I didn't finish and probably won't anytime soon, but it's progress. I also started pulling things together for vacay. Yes. I KNOW it's a while aways, but I like to prepare. LOL My goal is to get it done a day or two before so that we can try to remember any last minute things. The reality is, that probably won't happen even though I will TRY!
I guess I don't really have much to talk about today. I'm still a bit sore over some stuff from the last few months and I realized that even though I thought I was letting it go, I'm still really rather pissy. So... I guess I'm going to have to try harder to let it go and I'm not sure how to do that. I've talked it over and written about it and still... it boils under the surface. And I don't want to do that. I really want to let it go. I do. I want to forgive and move on. I'm just not sure HOW to do that right now. Here you think you get older and figure this crap out and you really don't. You really just have to believe and have faith and go.
I don't think I'm going to have any wine tonight, or if I do, then I will change my dessert. Yeah, I'm focused on my weight right now. Yup. Sure am.
Congrats on the drop! You definitely deserve it with all the work you've been putting in.
ReplyDeleteI try to let things go, but I know they are still lurking under the surface and festering sometimes. I feel like I've become way more irritable, and prone to holding onto things in the last few years. I'm really working on that, but it's tough. I want to forgive, but sometimes it's like I just can't. I'm trying to focus on gratitude, and faith, and hoping that smooths everything over in time.